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Jumat, 02 Maret 2012

Midterm is coming

yesterday was physics midterm, and i didn't really sure with my answer. But I won't give up! it's tough but nothing else i can do except struggle for the next midterm. And hope for the best.

Rabu, 04 Januari 2012

I hope you read this and open your mind

Maybe I'm not clever or simply "stupid" just like you said earlier. But, I never called you that. You never help me out with my lesson or study. You never there watching me struggle 'cause you always busy with yourself. Have you ever thought? The most precious treasure you have now is your own family. I never called you stupid 'cause you took a long time to graduate. Have I ever badmouthing you behind your back? I'm telling everyone that you are clever, cumlaude from UI. But one word is enough for me. Not because you are older than me you can say ALL OF YOUR MEAN WORD and throw me ALL OF YOUR EMOTION. You will never understand what you have lost from me. And I'm not good in english.

Kamis, 03 November 2011

give up

well, i think i've done enough with my hobby and there's too much pride to give it a try anymore. I thought that i'll enjoy it with some new friends and experience. But, I'm just too tired to start all over again. When i think about how happy I was, I didnt feel it anymore. I don't think it is worth enough to struggle for. First, I thought it'll be fun. But now I still dont get it,why everything seems so hard? It's not as easy as I thought to let go all of my memory with my old friends. And my thought finally come to an end when I give up my hobby. And I don't mind at all,truthfully it's just wasting my time. They're not capable to judge something by logic. It's different, when you want to help someone and when you want to judge someone. You dont really know the truth, why do you keep searching for the wrong answer? You'll never able to guide us.

Rabu, 05 Oktober 2011

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