I know this is wrong

Now I understand what is the true meaning of "wrong". The idea of "wrong" is not about when you notice that something is wrong. Or you think it is wrong,when you used your brain to make sure that everything is wrong WELL YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG. You don't get it? okay okay. It's not that easy to understand what I meant. So this is some examples

first,
DECIDE
Why it must be wrong? or it must be right? Don't we have any other choice? Like, it's not that wrong or that right. So as you can see,you have a problem. And you are in the middle of solved that problem. You must choose the right move? for example :
You want to eat,but you didn't have any money. Can you pick the right solution for that? If you choose "not to eat" then you'll be hungry or if you choose "lend some money" then you must pay that back. The truth is there's no right of false in this world. You can choose between that different thing.

second,
WRONG IDEA
For me,wrong is a path. You have 2 path in your life. Right or wrong you can choose that as your path. But,path is not a part of decision. Sometimes, wise person will decide between right of false but the path that he/she choose is not always the same with his/her decision. Why? because it's only a path that'll bring you to the finish line. The different between that is juat about amount of time you'll have to pay.

And my problem is?
I knew for the beginning that this is wrong,this won't make me happy. But I choose the wrong path,wrong idea,and suffer for this. When I realize that, this is not what I want. I have regret for this,I'm not happy with this,and I'll end this soon. I decide to choose another wrong path. What is that? I'll stay beside him. And I'll sacrifice anything my dream,my life,my hobby,everything. Just for you. Because I'm stupid,and I'll suffer forever if this is going to be wrong. I believe in you.