give up

well, i think i've done enough with my hobby and there's too much pride to give it a try anymore. I thought that i'll enjoy it with some new friends and experience. But, I'm just too tired to start all over again. When i think about how happy I was, I didnt feel it anymore. I don't think it is worth enough to struggle for. First, I thought it'll be fun. But now I still dont get it,why everything seems so hard? It's not as easy as I thought to let go all of my memory with my old friends. And my thought finally come to an end when I give up my hobby. And I don't mind at all,truthfully it's just wasting my time. They're not capable to judge something by logic. It's different, when you want to help someone and when you want to judge someone. You dont really know the truth, why do you keep searching for the wrong answer? You'll never able to guide us.