I hope you read this and open your mind

Maybe I'm not clever or simply "stupid" just like you said earlier. But, I never called you that. You never help me out with my lesson or study. You never there watching me struggle 'cause you always busy with yourself. Have you ever thought? The most precious treasure you have now is your own family. I never called you stupid 'cause you took a long time to graduate. Have I ever badmouthing you behind your back? I'm telling everyone that you are clever, cumlaude from UI. But one word is enough for me. Not because you are older than me you can say ALL OF YOUR MEAN WORD and throw me ALL OF YOUR EMOTION. You will never understand what you have lost from me. And I'm not good in english.